Thanks for the watch

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Founder and "Admin" of the It's A Gas Club(feel free to send any submissions in):
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"Putting requests on hold till I can catch up with the existing ones. Sorry."
-Ubiquitous101

Me and my friends play this little game... type in your name, the name of a song stuck in ur head or that you are listening to, then write in my pants.

eg.
Mich31-Dirty Little Secret in my pants
(copy and paste into random comment boxes and see what is other peoples pants!)

Your turn!!!

Phoenixfiregirl - All these things I've done in my pants
Mich31- You and Me in my pants
Holly- Chop Suey in my pants
MaligantAfliction- ghost of you in my pants
xxSTEFFxx- Jesus Walks in my pants
'Gezza -- Locked Up in my pants [Funnehs...]
Quisa -- My Cat in my pants. ^.^

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For every homicide committed in the US, two people kill themselves, but you will not see that truth reflected in national newspapers or on the local television news. Suicide is America’s Secret.
-Frank

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wow this is still up...


Alright, so me and a my roomate got kicked out about 2 or 3 months ago. I currently work 2 part-time jobs, after being fired from my old full-time job, and living at home temporarily and needless to say up until a month ago I thought i was screwed. I'm not making nearly as much as I used to. I'm saving up for some cash to get my old computer fixed since I no longer have the past savings for a new comp. I'm in a pretty tough spot -_-.


Yea. I dunno what's going to happen. I'll post later, have to go catch the bus, stupid library computers.


~k.k.

Thanks for the dev watch

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"And if strength is born from heartbreak,
Many mountains I could move.
If walls could speak I'd pray
That they would tell me what to do."
~ "Drones" by Rise Against

well well another update... again with no content.

Hey, could be worse, I could be Piro from MT. But he actually gets stuff done so... hmm..


Yeah... saving up for a comp is proving to be very difficult, it wouldn't normally, and normally I don't like sharing details of my life (sometimes comes with the whole alternate FA thing going on online...), I am currently *attempting* to makwe rent by myself since my roommate will be on vacation for oh say, a little over a month, which originally was: "a week and a half". Dosen't sound too bad, maybe, but I already loaned him a signifigant amount of money last month; he said his trip will let him pay me back with interest, so I thought it was a good idea until I remembered i can't really touch my savings for now.

Yea, I didn't wanna post it either, it's a bnuch of excuses, but I gotta write *soemthing* here, right ?

On an interesting note, I've been trying to draw, I suck, but it might be good to post a sketch or two during my asbence from writing...

anyways, lack of money is anoyying.

~k.k.

:sigh: I really don't understand the run of bad luck for me... anyways, I don't have any writings with me as my computer's hard drive crashed or something... I'm not very technical with computers, but i think the monitor also dosen't work either. I should thank my friend Jau for using his computer ocassionaly, also the library, despite the old people. I backed up stuff constantly, so my writings are on CDRe, so I just need to go through those whenever I'm on a comp. I'll probably print them out and do revise them, finish them by hand... there's a lot of stuff I need to work on for Ryoko's Gluttony, since I have time travel in the plot and stuff, i gotta fill in major holes... plus I wrote a bunch of stuff for the Behind The Scenes series [i think i wrote 3 1/2 chapters.. I have to ask Jau, he's still working on his portions of the chapters].
I haven't been working on this story for years, lol, life but mainly school and my job have kept me busy, if I wasn't so pressed for privacy I would write about it. Speaking of, I should be able to save up for a computer in about a month or two, 3 or 4 at the most, probably 3 because of holdiays visits to relatives and stuff.
On a good note, though, I can easily say that even when I finish this Gluttony series, I've made outlines for more writing that might extend the gluttony series beyond what it is already, this is why I've asked for my friend;s help. I would write down what I plan to do with my writing, but that's for a later project .

~k.k.

You know that feeling when you really wish you could go back in time and fix something?

lol, apparently, I had the earlier and last revision I made with Ryoko's Gluttony right on my computer all along!

:FF7 victory music:

It actually a very misleading file name, labeled 2nd_story_revisiog.rtf.... and considering I've written way non-FA related stuff, it's no wonder I didn't find it. Apparently, I combined the RG file into another, unrelated file to work on both of them at the same time (I'm just guessing here, i guess i forgot about the concept of multiple windows :shrugs: ). Also, when i look back at the other files, I kept getting mixed up the first paragraph of Ayeka's Glutton (the one showing the Masaki household packing to leave) and the first paragraph of Ryoko's Gluttony, where they're on the plane (i kept thinking the first one was in the other one).....

X_X.

ANYWAYS, I think it goes without saying that I'm just very un-organized lol. I should sit down and sift through all my writings (okay, every single file on my comp) since it needs major organizing.

The next time I update, it will be with an actual piece of writing in the gallery as well.


~k.k. ~sig coming soon~

Wow, latley I've been very frustrated. I've now realized why I haven't been able to to continue my re-write/ continuation of Ryoko's Gluttony. Apparently, after about 4 extensive searches on my comp, I don't have the latest version of RG with me on file. However, I distintcly remember wiring and reading it, so my guess is that I printed it out and the file is on a cd-r somewhere.
To make things worse, my comp and room are both huge messes, and since cleaning my room is part of my therapy homework (my sessions have eased up to just once or twice a week now, thankfully), I'll evnetually find it soon enough.

The next time I write a story, I should relaly try and keep all notes in one file; slow progress has ben mainly due to trying to keep the whole continuity from screwing up, especially since Kazan in the story can instantly teleport / slightly travel time (Going back and forth between Japan And America). Also, I tend to write exsessive notes within story files... and forget about them until I read them again -_-.

Anyways, I'll eventually find it.

BTW, Advent Children was really good. While it's dissapointing other characters didn't get much of the spotlight, it was easily justified by the focus of the story on certain characters. (there we go, spoiler free as well

Okay... my psychologist was going to hold off telling me this, but I pleaded since I was really tired yesterday ... -_-. She thinks I may have IA, Internet Addiction [I actually didn't know it existed, but then again why should I be surprised lol...]. She said that people who a frequently depressed, have emotional problems, and or other addicting behaviors fall prey to this. In my case, she suggested it's extreme escapism and that my A.D.D. also makes me very very prone to indulging in the interactive internet [things like journals, IM'ing, etc.]. She suggested I could eventually try and go for meds to treat my a.d.d., but thinks it would do more harm then good, which I fully agree with. I guess I'm typing this because I don't want to let everyone who reads my works down with a cop out reason.
It'll take a while to slowly get my internet usage controlled, mainly due to my discomfort with even trying to get online. I've been on for 5 mins over the time I originally planned to type this entry and im getting nervous. I'll be going now, will keep any people who read this posted.

~k.k.

Hmm, I'm doing a little better, but today's an exception
since ff advent children is out on the torrents. If I feel up to it, I'll post a review up for content's sake. Yes, yes, I can review stuff too .


~k.k.